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January 10, 2019

My Self as a Brand

Filed under: marketing,self-promotion — Francisco Stork @ 8:01 am

These are some very personal reflections on the conflict between writing and the promotion and marketing of my work. I say “very personal” because the guidelines that I try to follow to balance the conflict may not be applicable to other writers. I have written seven novels for young adults, all published by mainstream publishers. If I were self-publishing, the considerations expressed here would probably different. Also, six of the novels were published while I earned a living as an attorney and the last one after my retirement and in receipt of a pension. Again, if my living depended on the sale of my work, some of what I say here would change. Maybe not all that much, but a little.

I use the word “conflict” to describe the discomfort that I sometimes feel with my promotion efforts, with the marketing of my books, which inevitably, in the case of an author, involves marketing not just the book, but the person who wrote it.

The bulk of the marketing work is done by my publisher, for which I am most grateful. Still, like all writers of young adult books, there is an expectation for me to do my part. My publisher has never asked me to do anything that I am uncomfortable doing so any discomfort that I feel in promoting is all subjective and it could be that I’m making too much of it or not seeing the process in the right light. It could be that this discomfort is a generational thing that is no longer felt in the young. Evolution is doing away with it along with other human oddities — humility, for example. Still, at 65, one learns to respect what is felt and to listen for what the feelings may be trying to say.

I take marketing to include all kinds of things that happen after the manuscript is complete and accepted for publication. Everything from the font used to the title, the cover, the reviews, the pitches to booksellers. My tweets and posts in social media (even this one) – all marketing. Sometimes, marketing’s whispery voice makes itself heard before publication, during the writing process. I may come to a crossroads in the story where the plot can go this way or that. Marketing: “Maybe this way would get you a few more readers. God knows you could use them.” How can that voice not speak or be heard? Marketing is in the air we breathe. There’s a “like” button inside my brain and it hungers constantly for a few more taps. A little more attention, a little more admiration. This is how marketing affects and “conflicts” with the creative process.

Like it or not, writing involves the creation of a “brand.” I take it a “brand” consists of the values the consumer associates with a company or product. For example, when I see a Subaru I now think of LOVE. (So far, knock on wood, when I think of love I don’t think of a Subaru, but it could happen.) When a reader sees a new book by, say, Gabriel García Marquez, a certain style of writing, certain concerns of the author, come immediately to mind. The associations may be so positive that we may buy the book not even bothering to read the description of the plot in the back of the book. A trust has been created between us and the author and we rely on it, act on it.

I would like to believe that over time those readers who read my work have come to associate good things with my name. That is my brand. I am involved in a commercial enterprise that requires some marketing on my part, some letting the customer know about the product. Because the product comes in some form or another from my essence, from who I am, my past, my experiences, my dreams and fantasies, my ultimate concerns, my purpose on earth, as I perceive it, it follows that the selling of the product includes the selling of me, my brand, who I am. Me. This flesh and blood human with flaws, hopes and despairs. Unless I write with a pen name, I don’t see a way around this. The branding of the self is unavoidable. The best I can do, if I’m so inclined, is to try to get the brand to approximate the true self, as much as that is possible. The best I can do is to try to align the perception by the consumer of who I am with who I am, truly. The conundrum happens this way: Who I am, who I truly am, includes the reason why I write, my deepest and truest motive. Suppose that the “why”, the ultimate purpose and concern of my creative act is not a desire to sell but the expression of an urge to create some kind of beauty and truth and maybe even do a little good, if at all possible. Given this, how does one promote and market and still remain true to these deep non-commercial values, the true essence of the brand, my self?

I don’t have a full answer. I struggle with the conundrum and maybe the struggle is at least the beginnings of an answer. The best I can come up in terms of practical guidelines is a kind of constant awareness for truth, a deep listening for the presence of excessive egocentricity, restraint at times. Sometimes, a careful choosing of when and what and how to talk about the book and the self. An honest search for aligning the brand with the true self. A daily reminding of the sharing inherent in the creative act, my ultimate purpose. Now this urge to create is not a solitary act but carries with it the energy to share with others and the two components, self-expression and communication are one whole, one movement of the soul, one energy. From the first crayon drawing we do in pre-school, we create for us and for others. So this is the struggle: to transform marketing from a taking to a giving. Always towards a giving. As much as this is possible.

April 20, 2015

New Beginnings

Filed under: Journaling,Retirement,self-promotion,Uncategorized — Francisco Stork @ 9:21 am

I retired from thirty-three years of practicing law on April 3, 2015. Among the many hopes for the gift of time now given to me is to use this space more as a true journal. When I wrote my first young adult book more than fifteen years ago, my then publisher suggested I create a website as a means of promoting the book (and my self). But I wonder if this space can also be a tool for more than just the selling of my books and my self. Is there a way to approximate here the simple sincerity and open exploration that takes place when I write in my own journal? Writing in a website can never be pure, true journal-writing because there is always the possibility (and expectation) that someone will read what you write and the whole business of wanting to impress and be seen as special seeps in through the written word no matter how hard you try to shut it out. Nevertheless, I would like to try to write as much as possible from my true self. My true self is who I am and not who I often present to others, not the false self that seeks to sell all that a false self seeks to sell in its communications and dealings with others. So my hope is to write here in this space more frequently out of my true self (as much as I can ). Who is my true self? The person I see when I’m alone and I look fully and honestly, the one I do my best to love and accept. My true self is the person for whom you are never a means to an end. I would like this journal to serve as a place where I explore the phase of life I am now entering. Explore what? T.S. Eliot writes in Four Quartets at the end of East Coker:

Old men ought to be explorers
Here and there does not matter
We must be still and still moving
Into another intensity
For a further union, a deeper communion
Through the dark cold and empty desolation,
The wave cry, the wind cry, the vast waters
Of the petrel and the porpoise. In my end is my beginning.

June 22, 2014

Some Anguished Thoughts on Self-Promotion

Filed under: Awards,Integrity,Praise,self-promotion,Soul,Uncategorized — Francisco Stork @ 9:57 am

How and when did it happen that the art of writing did not end when the novel was finished but continued on to the promotion of the work and its author? And if you believe that self-promotion is now a necessary part of the process of creation, does it have an effect on the writing? Does the quality of the writing diminish if when you start to write you see the process you are embarking on ending not in the completion of a work you love but in the work being loved? What I would like to do for a few minutes in this journal entry is explore that uncomfortable feeling that comes from the act of self- promotion. I am calling “self-promotion” all activities done by the author after the work is finished to sell the book and also to increase the author’s reputation and name recognition. I am lumping together a whole bunch of activities, I know. I’m calling self-promotion anything from attending a conference to talk about diversity, let’s say, because my book has Latino characters to notifying Facebook friends of a favorable review. I’m not saying this is good or bad, necessary or not, accepted and standard behavior or not. I want to talk about why it feels “strange” somehow – to me. There’s a part of me that honestly feels that my books are worth reading, that they have value, and promoting the book is an act of sharing not very different from wanting others to know about the great book I just read. And yet this knowledge does not take away that funny feeling, that funny smell of “ego” that comes with self-promotion. I only speak for myself here, but I think it is good for me to recognize the existence of this feeling and ask if it is trying to tell me something.

One of the things I’ve noticed in myself is that the motivation to write is different from the motivation to be read. The first is not unlike that anticipatory joy I had when, as a child, I could be alone and play with my plastic action figures. An hour or two lay ahead of me where I could imagine and pretend, unwatched and undisturbed, to my heart’s content. The desire to create is as simple and uncomplicated as child’s play. The wish to be read is more complicated. This latter wish can include the wish to be loved and accepted, the incredibly powerful need to be special in our own eyes and in others. And it can also be based on generosity, on the willingness to return goodness received and to share hard-earned craftsmanship and learning and wisdom.The problem (if I can use a word that is in itself problematic) is that the “impurity” (another very problematic word, I know) of the wish to be read affects (one can say “contaminates” to continue with the use of loaded words) the rather pure desire to create. The more I yield to, the more I actualize, the more I pay attention to wanting to be read, the less joy there seems to be in the act of writing. It is as if I were no longer alone as I played with my action figures but was in a room with adults who, although occupied with their own conversation, could hear and watch me play. My play is no longer uninhibited, sincere. It is tempered by the potential listeners nearby. And so it is with writing when the fan or the award or the future Facebook post makes its presence felt as I write.

I’ve come to understand a little better the nature of that uncomfortable feeling that comes with self-promotion. I don’t have a name for it, exactly. But I know that it is a loss of sorts. I can’t get away from feeling that every time I do it I am chipping away at something that needs to be solid, loosening boundaries of something that should be firm, damaging a fragile whole that needs to be protected for the sake of the next act of creation.

I’m not sure I have any great solutions. The fact that I am writing to be read makes self-promotion inevitable. I look for ways to protect the child at play as I talk about the author and his books. I try to keep in mind the self-less motives of wanting to be read: to touch, to awaken, to teach, to delight. The act of writing will always encompass the desire to be read. Even when writing in the journal no one will ever read, we are writing to someone, for someone. For me, it is not possible to give the deepest part of me, which is the best gift I can give any readers I may have, without in some way listening to and attending to the little voice of discomfort that comes with self-promotion.

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